{"id":5533,"date":"2026-11-01T13:27:12","date_gmt":"2026-11-01T10:27:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/?p=5533"},"modified":"2026-11-01T13:27:12","modified_gmt":"2026-11-01T10:27:12","slug":"marka-moista-jaadvusta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/2026\/oktoober-2026\/marka-moista-jaadvusta\/","title":{"rendered":"M\u00e4rka, m\u00f5ista, j\u00e4\u00e4dvusta"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong><em>Suvejahe<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mul on k\u00fclm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mu k\u00e4ed on jahedad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mu varbad on j\u00e4\u00e4s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mul on mugav.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nii pehme on siin&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">teki ja patjade sees.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">See on perfektne ruum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">valge pitskardin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">lai peegel,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00fc\u00fcratu voodi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma olen nii&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">iseenda moodi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ent magama j\u00e4\u00e4des&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ilma ei saa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">kui haaran suure padja,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">seda kujutan sinuna,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">et oled koos minuga<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">siinsamas samuti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">kahekesi k\u00f5rvuti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ei taha kuidagi&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">olla siin t\u00e4na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Palvetan \u00f6\u00f6si<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sind unen\u00e4os n\u00e4ha..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong><em>Muud ei ole<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On ainult \u00fcks tee, mida m\u00f6\u00f6da minnes mu\u2019st keegi midagi&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ei taha,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ei oota,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ei heida ette,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ei loodagi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dcks tee,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">kus ei passi maailmal\u00f5pp,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">kus vaakub aeg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Minu valgusvihk,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">minu valge laev.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sellel teel on taevas sinisem, k\u00f5ige sinisem sinine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tee, kus silm kuulab puudelatvade valssi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00dcks tee, kus olulisuse kaotab k\u00f5ik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Viskan \u00fcmbritseva varna,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ei huvita mind miski muu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">ainu\u00fcksi \u00f5rnhall veerandkuu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elul\u00f5ik, mida t\u00e4idab minu rahu,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">loeb vaid see.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On ainult \u00fcks tee, \u00fcks tee\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">kodutee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong><em>Mitte nii, nagu sa arvad<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Armuma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kena s\u00f5na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Ma armun.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kaks kena s\u00f5na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma armun ainu\u00fcksi sind vaadates.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mida kauem ma sind vaatan, seda s\u00fcgavamalt ma armun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Ei, ma ei m\u00f5tle niimoodi.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma armun su eksistentsi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">sinu olemasolu, <strong>su silmad<\/strong>, su k\u00e4ed, su juuksed, <strong>su naeratus<\/strong>, su tavaolek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puhtalt see m\u00f5te, et sul on oma elu, m\u00f5tted ja ihad, paneb mind armuma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et me eksisteerime <strong>samal ajahetkel.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Juba see, kui lihtsalt seisaksid mu ees ja vaataksid mulle otsa, ei, sa v\u00f5id isegi silmad sulgeda, ning ma sind vaatan, v\u00f5tab s\u00f5natuks. <strong>Sa oled ime.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma armun su minevikku, sinu olevikku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma armun sinusse kui kingitusse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sa oled selle maailma kingitus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Sa oled minu maailma kingitus.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Suvejahe Mul on k\u00fclm. Mu k\u00e4ed on jahedad. Mu varbad on j\u00e4\u00e4s. Mul on mugav. Nii pehme on siin&nbsp; teki ja patjade sees. See on perfektne ruum: valge pitskardin, lai peegel, \u00fc\u00fcratu voodi. Ma olen nii&nbsp; iseenda moodi. Ent magama j\u00e4\u00e4des&nbsp; ilma ei saa, kui haaran suure padja, seda kujutan&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":225,"featured_media":351,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[463],"tags":[351],"coauthors":[439],"class_list":["post-5533","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-oktoober-2026","tag-looming"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5533","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/225"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5533"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5533\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5534,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5533\/revisions\/5534"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/351"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5533"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5533"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5533"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/theserver.htg.tartu.ee\/miilang\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=5533"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}